Suicide; Nobody Cares About Me
May 26, 2013 0:44:55 GMT -5
Post by Katsu Arai on May 26, 2013 0:44:55 GMT -5
Her life meant nothing. She wasn't worth anything, and her life had amounted to nothing of worth.
She was weak, but the Arc made her into something stronger. But right now the Arc couldn't save her. She was thankful for that. It would only make her terrible life go on longer.
She wanted to cry, but no tears would come. That was fine, she supposed it didn't matter. Nothing mattered.
There were a lot of thoughts running through her mind. What was it going to be like, dying? What would it be like to take those final breaths, to see and hear these final things? To know that one moment, you lived, and the next you were in an eternal slumber?
Nobody cared...nobody cared! So why should she anymore?
Feeling only an emptiness in her chest, she stepped forward, intending to smash herself on the rocks and waves below, like she had planned months ago.
And then she finally did cry a moment before there was nothing else left.
She was weak, but the Arc made her into something stronger. But right now the Arc couldn't save her. She was thankful for that. It would only make her terrible life go on longer.
She wanted to cry, but no tears would come. That was fine, she supposed it didn't matter. Nothing mattered.
There were a lot of thoughts running through her mind. What was it going to be like, dying? What would it be like to take those final breaths, to see and hear these final things? To know that one moment, you lived, and the next you were in an eternal slumber?
Nobody cared...nobody cared! So why should she anymore?
Feeling only an emptiness in her chest, she stepped forward, intending to smash herself on the rocks and waves below, like she had planned months ago.
And then she finally did cry a moment before there was nothing else left.
